To get you away from me is the thing I regret for in my life. I took your love for granted, and all I'm dreaming now is to have a second chance. A second chance for love. A second chance to love you again. To make you feel that you are loved. And even though I don't show it all the time, I am the person that is constantly loving you. You will always have my heart.Everyday and every night, I long for your presence near. Waking up everyday, hoping in seeing your smile. Day by day, in my every wake, and when I look and you are not there, I just close my eyes and fold my neck, and imagine that you’re right there beside me. Making me feel I am attached to you. I may look as though I am a strong man, but the thing that's true is I am getting weaker everyday as I waited for your return.
I just want to be with you, I don't know if all my life I will wait. Waiting and waiting, trying to forget the unforgettable you. Like a melody that plays in my head, no matter how hard I try not to sing it, I kept on humming its tune. I don't know if to wait for you is the best thing to do, I really have no idea. When I am faced with difficult questions, I don't give up until I find its answers. But this question of uncertainty, of doubt, I can’t find the answers to it. And even though I know it is futile to wait, I just kept on waiting and waiting.
Is this Love that keeps me holding on to a love lost? If so, when will this love burn in time and fade away? Until I have no more strength left in me? Or until my heart beats no more?
A post for Rosemien Gongob
what the?? ur freak;n in love! :)
ReplyDeleteThis has been posted for years, yet I never had that chance to read the touching words. Funny to admit that I intentionally didn't give a single glance to it because I was so consumed with frustration and hatred back then... To Francis Daniel V. Maning, you will always be a part of my life, our lives. You've won me over through this post. I have lots of respect for you and so much things to be thankful for. You were one of those people who tested yet strengthened me a lot too. We never had that luck to be a family together but I think we can both bless the friendship we have right now. Things had happened and pains were healed already. Let's ask God for guidance on our separate journey. God bless you always.
ReplyDeleteits been known that forever does not exist.. that nothing is permanent.. that all is destined to die.. that all has its end.. im starting to doubt all that
Deletethis love kept burning in time but never fading away, indeed my strength has left and all thats left is a heart that still beats..
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